The *New York Times* includes an article: "Writing a 'Last Letter' When You're Healthy" by V. J. Periyakoil, M.D., who is Director of the Stanford Palliative Care Education & Training Program and the founder of the Stanford Letter Project.

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Over the last 15 years, as a geriatrics and palliative care doctor, I have had candid conversations with countless patients near the end of their lives. The most common emotion they express is regret: regret that they never took the time to mend broken friendships and relationships; regret that they never told their friends and family how much they care; regret that they are going to be remembered by their children as hypercritical mothers or exacting, authoritarian fathers.

And that's why I came up with a project to encourage people to write a last letter to their loved ones. It can be done when someone is ill, but it's really worth doing when one is still healthy, before it's too late.

It's a lesson I learned years ago from a memorable dying patient. He was a Marine combat veteran who had lived on a staple diet of Semper Fi and studied silence all his life. A proud and stoic man, he was admitted to the hospital for intractable pain from widely spread cancer. Every day, his wife visited him and spent many hours at his bedside watching him watch television. She explained to me that he had never been much of a talker in their 50-plus years of marriage.

But he was far more forthcoming with me, especially when it became clear that his days were numbered. He spoke of his deep regret for not having spent enough time with his wife, whom he loved very much, and of his great pride in his son, who had joined the Marines in his father's footsteps.

One afternoon, when I mentioned these comments to his wife and son, they looked incredulously at each other and then disbelievingly at me. They thanked me for being kind but stated that my patient was incapable of expressing such sentiments.

I wanted to prove my credibility and to make sure that his wife could actually hear her husband professing his love. I knew he was unlikely to speak to them directly. So I took my huge family camcorder with me the next morning on medical rounds and - with the patient's consent -- recorded an open letter from him to his family. When I gave them the taped letter as a keepsake, both his wife and son were moved to tears.

The experience inspired an idea that has grown into the Stanford Friends and Family Letter Project. With guidance from seriously ill patients and families from various racial and ethnic groups, we developed a free template for a letter that can help people complete seven life review tasks: acknowledging important people in our lives; remembering treasured moments; apologizing to those we may have hurt; forgiving those who have hurt us; and saying "thank you," "I love you" and "goodbye."

While these may seem intuitive, many people don't complete these steps before they die, leaving their family members with unanswered questions and regret.

The letter template, which is available in eight languages, allows writers to express gratitude, forgiveness and regret. In one letter, a participant wrote to his wife, Lily, "I wish I had loved you more."

Many writers use the templates to express pride in their children in ways they might not do in person. One wrote to a son, Michael: "You are so courageous to change your major and do what it takes to be successful to reach your dreams." Another wrote, "Life for us was never easy but you overcame obstacles."

And some apologize. A man named Tyrone Scott wrote to his daughter, "I'm sorry that I wasn't there when you were growing up. If I could relive my past, I would not have let your mother take you away from me."

The letters can be a chance to let go of grudges. Shirley Jones wrote, "To Harold: You have forgotten to repay some of the personal loans you obtained from us. We are wiping your account cleared."

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It may take tremendous courage to write a life review letter. For some people, it evokes deep and troubling emotions. Yet it may be the most important letter you will ever write.

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The article is online at:
<http://bit.ly/KenPopeWritingALastLetterWhileHealthy>

Ken Pope